roxy prens blog...activated

help me

2005-02-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

In this place wer im standing
Still trying to accept
That im stranded in a life
I don’t yearn for

Don’t look at me
like im some kind of a mess
all I want is
for you to understand

I hate the idea of being here
watching myself fade at a snail's pace
but im tired of being in silence
while everyone is yelling

people around me are leaving
Everything has gone astray
Still cant figure out
is it me or you?

Help me im drowning
From the tears of my own
Please tell me the place
Where im suppose to be

-prens

grad day

2005-02-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

yahuuu...graduation day

hmm... that's it...hehe

three years...

2005-01-16T03:58:00.000+08:00

this relationship isnt about

the length of time we've spend together

but how we shared every moment

of our lives.

this love isn't juz about being a couple,

it's about how we accept each other

whole-heartedly.

this journey is not about how far

we've been through,

it's how many circumstances

we surpassed.

happiness is not about the

bliss in each other's arms

but how we grow old

with each other.

holding on is about keeping each other

but also how every tears made us strong.

understanding isn't juz about listening

to each other's voice,

it's about learning what's inside.

commitment is not juz being attached,

but how we hold and trust on it.

promises is not about how we swear it,

but how we cherish and keep it true.

fate isn't a matter of chance,

its a matter of choice being

destined together..

its not only about us,

its how we keep GOD between us.

my love will not just be forever

but for eternity..

welcome PICC !!!

2005-01-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

mayabang na ko!
welcome graduation na to!
totoo na to, pre!

there's a lot of things i have to celebrate
1. 3rd year anniv wid my dearest bf
2. finally, our thesis is done!
3. an unexpected grade of 1.50 in thesis
(sir mahahalikan kita!)
4. and finally, my dad and i are ok right now
(after weeks of not talking to each other)

is this faith o i'm juz lucky today???

to my tropa, let's celebrate and get drunk! KIDDIN!

happy THIRD YEAR anniversary

2005-01-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

woohoo! our third year anniv! still can't believe we did it!

for my yaochi,

thank you for all the things we shared

for the past THREE years.

after all the things happened between us,

look at us, THREE years...hehe

i love you so much!

pare, THREE YEARS! san ka pa??!!

three years and still counting...

3 dayz before xmas

2004-12-22T03:16:00.000+08:00

nothin much to say...JUZ...

to all you guyz up there...

may you all have a very ROCKIN christmas

and

a very ASTIG new year!

ROCK ON DUDE! \m/

meochi and yaochi

2004-12-22T02:55:00.000+08:00

i love my yaochi...muah!

juz wanna share

2004-12-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

juz got home today,oops its yesterday na pla...i'm not home for the past 2 weeks. 1st week i was so busy with my thesis and ojt documentations...damn, i'm so tired that time..i always have to wake up early, go to school, look for the profs,spend money over there, spend money over here...i was so broke for the past 3 wks! i spend a lot of money in my docus! but thanks god my ojt is ok now...my thesis,ow damn! im going to kill you sir! (don't ask me why, coz for sure i'm going to explode again! ggggrrrr!)

enough bout that, let's go to something good happen this week...

last friday, i joined my bf's outing. his boardmates are there and some of their girlfriends. at first, i thought im not going to join them coz our thesis is not done yet, bcoz of the kakulitan of some of my friends there (some gfs of my bf's boardmate), i joined...well, i enjoyed it specially bonding with the gf society hehehe...eventhough sumtin happened...

you want to hear a spooky story? here it goes, donna & i went upstairs (to go to the rooms), then donna opened the door but she said it's locked...so we knocked but noone answered.then donna tried to open agen the door,we're both surprised that it's not locked.we thought sum1 is inside so wen the door is open we looked inside for people but, noone is there..."ay, shit!" that's what came out of donna's mouth, then all i can remember is we're both running down the stairs and screaming...we're all scared at that time...not that spooky,huh?

anyweiz, its 6:30am, saturday, randy woke me up coz we're going home na...i'm still sleepy so i sleep again but in a few moments i heard sum1 tellin: "aba, tulog pa c prens,iwan na yan!".so i woke up and immediately grab my bag and told them "wag!"...

still saturday, around 8-9pm. the 4 of us, donna,kim, my bf and i went to a mall to eat and for a neoprint...that's it! hehe
cute-cute ng neoprint nmin!(see our account, andy_prens@yahoo.com, for our neoprints)

sunday, i have to go home that time coz my mom is texting me and she told me to go home na.

monday, i went to manila again with my bf. at the bus on our way to manila, my bf started a topic bout couple code names...then a he uttered a word 'meochi'....then that's how our new codenames created...i call him 'YAOCHI' and he calls me 'MEOCHI'....isn't that cute????after that, we juz went to the mall, eat, then i brought him my xmas gift!

tuesday, we both decided to go home to laguna...he was so excited coz he doesn't have any failing grades...and i'm so happy for him too.

wednesday, today, im still here...typing every word that comes out in my crappy head! (crappy daw oh)...omigod! i have to wake up early pla, i have to join my mom at a party! gosh!

that's all folks!

this is not normal! it's almost 2am and i'm still awake!

2004-12-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

what the heck! i look at the clock and whoah! its almost 2am! i told my mom i'm going to sleep early, maybe before 11pm(you know, my mom is really worried bout my sleeping habits, and she hates it), but i'm still here in front of muh pc, surfing, chatting at the same time watching tv...i've been like this for the past few months! i can't sleep at night, and i'm so sleepy at morning...can you believe this, when i'm home, i'll sleep at around 3am-6am...then the next day i'll wake up at around 1pm-3pm! wuttah! i'm starting to get worried bout myself too...i think i can't cure my sleeping disorder! waaaaah!

and if i die...

2004-12-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

juz finished watching (again, for the 3rd time!) WINDSTRUCK...
very touchy story...
it makes me cry like a baby...

one line i can't forget is when myungwoo said: "if i die, i want to be a wind."

juz a thought, what wud i like when i die??? hmmm...

if i die, i want to be a butterfly..

wanna know why? ask my muchichi choi choi...i told him why,hehe..

nah, i told him, i want to be a butterfly so that i can still guide him.
and if someone hurt him, even i'm that small, i will still fight for him.

christmas is in the air...

2004-12-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

Christmas is a time for love and fun,
A time to reshape souls and roots and skies,
A time to give your heart to everyone
Freely, like a rich and lavish sun,
Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs
Show need of such a time for love and fun.
For children first,
whose pain is never done,
Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies,
It's time to give your heart to every one,
That not one angel fall, to hatred won
For lack of ears to listen to her cries,
Or arms to carry him towards love and fun,
Or friends to care what happens on the run
To adult life, where joy or sadness lies.
It's time to give your heart to everyone,
For God loves all, and turns His back on none,
Good or twisted, ignorant or wise.
Christmas is a time for love and fun,
A time to give your heart to everyone.

to all of you,

may you have a very merry christmas....keep on rockin' ! =)

posts for this week

2004-12-12T03:10:00.000+08:00

i posted late coz the blogger site in the computer shop i'm renting near my dorm is not working well, so i have to wait for weekends to use my pc at home and post all of this...i first wrote this im my journal so i won't forget any single word...

sugar...ohh..hunny, hunny...countdown

2004-12-12T03:01:00.000+08:00

12.08.04 12:01am

1 month..
30 nights...
31 days...
743 hours...
44,539 mins...
2,672,340 seconds...

more to have our
3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

my angel

muah muah muah!

just a piece

2004-12-12T02:59:00.000+08:00

imagination creates future...
creativity complements technology...

(my new motto nyehehehe!)

a cool song for my barkada || tropang-a.five

2004-12-12T02:54:00.000+08:00

- barkada : parokya -

eto na ang mga officials ng barkada
kanya-kanyang kalokohan ang bawat bida
merong medyo praning meron din ang antukin
kumpleto sa rekado ang barkada namin

pinagtagpo-tagpo kami ng tadhana
kahit pinanggalingan namin ay iba iba
walang pakialam kung san mapadaan
basta't sabay-sabay kaming nagtatawanan

basta nanjan ang bawat miyembro ng tropa
ang kalokohan ay di mawawala
hindi na dapat pinag iisipan pa
lahat tayo ay dapat magsaya

musmos palang magkakasama na kami
nagkasundo kahit iba't ibang ugali
ganyan lang talaga saming munting barkada
kasakasama mo sa hirap at ginhawa
magkasabay mula sa pagsikat ng araw
magkasama hanggang daigdig ay magunaw
sa dami-dami ng aming napagdaanan
walang tatalo sa aming pinagsamahan

di na yata magsasawa
saming pagsasamasama
at sa aming barkada
asahan ng hindi mawawala
ang kalokohan at ang walang tigil na tawanan sapagkat
ang bawat kabarkada namin ay sadyang ganyan

(this song really describe us...)

..:: [ A5-TIG ] ::..

i'm still pissed!

2004-12-12T02:43:00.000+08:00

12.06.04

we had our grad pictorial that day. well, i'm a bit excited coz atleast from that time, i can see myself in PICC having my grad march (yabang!)...

after a (how can i describe it...arrrgh!) make-up (i really dont like it!), my name was called by the photographer assistant...after a few minutes of dressing up...another minutes of smile!...more minutes of bend your head on this side, then on that side....whew! i don't think my smile is good. i really want to shout and say:"can you change it and have another shot? coz i really dont like my smile ther."...but too bad, i can't!

(here's what really pissed me off)

i chose a pic package that has a creative shots where my friends can join me in the pic(actually it has two shots).but wen its time for the 1st shot in the creative one, i told the assistant to call my friends taht time. but she refused and told me that only the last shot is for the group pic.im a bit shocked coz this is not what im expecting. i begged the assistant to have that two shots with my friends.but she still refused...damn, that really pissed me off!

Shockpost...buh-bye

2004-12-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

12.07.04

around 5pm:

my friends(brian & chiqui) and i went to Shockpost(where we're havin our ojt), we asked our trainors for an evaluation and to sign up our certifications..thanks to SIR NIC for a very high grade (ehem, its 97%) and to RC for that overwhelming comments...

after that, we bought some pizzas for them as one way of saying thank you for accomodating us...

almost 7pm:

when we looked for everyone to say goodbye and thank you...(too bad 1 of our trainor whose a bit close to us is not there)..ok, i'll admit it, i had teary eyes when we're doin that coz i already loved the place and the people eventhough not all of them are close to us...

to shockpost group,

specially to sir nic, sir peter, mam dams, sir kokoy, mam glendy, rc, gelo and most specially to LANCE and MAM MACIS(w/o you're help we cud not finish our ojt on time)....thanks to you guyz! w/o all of you, we can't finish the whole thing...i'll surely miss the cool place and of course...you guyz...THANKZ A LOT AGAIN, MORE POWER AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

my shock co-trainee (bry & chiqui) taken in one of our tambayan in shockpost,the lounge..

one down...one to go...

2004-12-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

thank god, my thesis2 defense is not that pal-sweaty-body-shakin one.eventhough my groupm8s and i are pretty much not prepared, atleast we don't have that "MAJOR REVISION" written in our form! whew!...but still we have some revisions with our system.

to my groupmates : topher and han-han,

thanks a lot guys for not giving up (evethough we have that discouragements from sir abisado) atleast we proved to him and to others that we can do it...actually, we already did it! thanks to angelito too!(nyahahaha!)

for the three of us.....JOB WELL DONE!

THESIS 2 DEFENSE DOWN, OJT DEFENSE TO GO...

my defense is on Dec. 14, 4:30pm and my docu is still not done and i don't have any panelist yet......waaaaah!

for all the peeps who tried to pull us down this is for you.....

belat!

finally...

2004-12-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

-

finally im finished wid my blog...whew!

i'll juz make changes sum other time...

ojt mode

2004-11-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

ojt.............ojt...................ojt..............

at the reception area of shockpost, inc.

with my shockmate(hehe)

poem for my angel....

2004-11-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

.........

remember the first time we met?
what a feeling i had felt.
you held me and made me smile,
made my fears gone even for a while.

everytime i walk and see you,
i think the feelings in my heart grew.
then time came when i realized,
i found love deep in your eyes.

now that we're together,
i promise i'll cherish you forever.
there might be some pain,
but my love for you will still remain.

don't you ever go away,
for my heart will never feel okay.
and if ever you go in light,
i'll still find you even in the night.

your love told me to come along,
and stay at your heart where i belong.
you are my angel, you are my rose,
i know our love still grows...

created last 2003

(its not that good coz i created that few minutes b4 i gave it to my bf...)

happy me...juz wanna share...

2004-10-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

last nyt, im so nervous meetin my bf's family agen...but wen im der at their house, it feels like its my home too...(kapal!) thanks to my bf's sis (maan), invited me at her bday..havin me a chance to be wid dem 4 1 night and 1 day (obviously, i slept der)...bit embarassing but i enjoyed being wid dem (specially d chikahan with and sleepin besyd maan)..and dont forget the very chilling and scary joy ride (with my bf, his bro,sis and frnds), goin to lower tagaytay at around 1:00 am...den at around 2:00 am, my choi choi and i watch dvd, til we felt sleepy and decided to sleep...

den, after dat, my bf and i went to our house and ate lunch together...too bad my mom and dad hav to go, but thank god we arrived at our house a bit early wen my parents are still here...den after dat,we watch tv...but sad my bf has to go home coz we're both sleepy! ( we only sleep last night for 3 hsrs!!). he decided to hav a nap hir, but after a wyl changed his mind and he wants to go home and sleep der for hours...well, my choi choi at home ka na din d2 samin!!! muahz!

a very tiring day but i enjoyed a lot!

that's all folks!

post...post...post...

2004-10-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

if i hav tym i'll post hir sum of the poems,songs,quotes or stories i made in a past few yrs...

if d lazy spirit in me come out of mah body, nah! i hate typing!

juz wait and see..

i dont care if ul laugh at it...nyahahaha!

anyone wants to have a coffee break wid me??? ;-P

hey hey hey...love doctor is in....

2004-10-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

u can now post hir any probs u hav bout love and life, and i'll help u or giv u advices...as long as its not bout money coz,its one of mah problem too...teehee...

so much for my happy ending...

2004-10-20T10:49:00.000+08:00

damn, im all alone hir at my ojt...thank god there's an internet...i nid sum1 to talk to waaaaaaaah!

prens activated

2004-10-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

hey my blog is now activated

you can now post your comments, suggestions and any thing in business!

ayt?!